I stopped writing on purpose.
When my thoughts are with you,
I hold dear my wings.
They are a piece of you, a piece of me,
and let us fly through the cosmos together.
But whenever I reach the end of a letter,
you are gone,
and I am landed.
Stranded.
My wings are a heavy burden–
dragging behind me,
collecting debris,
keeping me from others.
It is a lonely feeling
built in the core of my heart.
Breaking it.
It is an anguished weight,
keeping me down.
Breaking me.
So I have decided
to simply start
stopping.
In the silence between heartbeats,
I miss my wings, our connection,
and you.
But there’s a rhythm to the loss,
a strut to the pain,
and I’m dancing my way to others.
It’s a dirty pathway,
not the open skies,
but I have two feet on the ground
and they are walking towards a future
with happy poetry
and no strangers at all.
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Hear the poem! Click to listen to Rara read this.
The night before Valentine’s day is the definitely the time for re-visiting sad-happy love poetry. Right?
You have a beautiful voice.
I enjoyed it. I do think it added some personalization to the post. It was a bit quiet; probably the computer speakers. If I wasn’t in a quiet space when I listened, I wouldn’t have been able to hear it.
This is very beautiful!
Lovely! Great idea to record it!
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Yup, ’tis good I didn’t read or hear this on V-Day. I would have been balling
Frightfully Wondrous indeed!